This is my first diaryland journal entry
well here we go...my best friend suggested i do this feeling that i might have something amusing to say...who knows he might be right, but then again
who am i???
well im old enough to figure out you can learn something valuable from everyone, didnt say good, just valuable...long hair, tattoos, bipolar and fairly outside the lines in most ways...i have an incredible, beautiful wonderful daughter that i love with all my heart, and miss constantly(she lives far away)...lots more on her in other entries...oh yeah, i live in dallas(not a great place to visit or live in), but strangely enough a truly great place to find friends...i suppose you would call me a geek in a lot of ways, being as i spend too much time on my computer and am pretty much a techie where it counts...i am an avid reader(as much as a book a day) and love music...pretty much like everything from classic rock to psytrance....no country, rap or opera tho...been getting into the rave scene at the urging of best friend, in fact he is the one who finally got me to LISTEN to techno(it took persistance) and found not only is there some incredible music and wildly talented musicians, but that raves tend to be more fun than traditional concerts, because people are much friendlier and considerate(and happier) than their traditionalist counterparts...news flash: Contrary to popular belief, people dont go to raves to do drugs...they go for the music, to dance and have fun...a lot of people may decide to enhance their enjoyment chemically, but lots dont...personally, i dont care as long as you arent obnoxious about it either way(millitant sobriety is just as annoying as being too fucked up)...in fact i really like most of the candy kids and e-tards...what the hell is wrong with wanting to meet people and hand out smiles and hugs...ummmmm, yeah i have been known to alter my frame of mind from time to time...real life frequently sucks and while you cant really escape it, you can dull those sharp edges a bit...i am NOT saying that you should use drugs(including alcohol), because it isnt for everyone...there are an all sorts of people who should never do any drug(including alcohol) except under medical supervision...nuff said for now(more on this some other time)
my friends...i have wonderful friends...the best friends anyone could ever hope for...we have been through hell together(more on this another time im sure)... and i know i can trust them in every way...trust is priceless, literally, you cant buy, beg, borrow or steal it(duh), only earn it...i am really lucky to have met them all(more later)
i hope that i can get the occasional laugh or smile from you, thank you...if you find that the things im saying(or my mangled grammar, punctuation and spelling) offend you or go against popular beliefs, oh well...i hope at least you think before dismissing it...keeping an open mind wont kill you, really it wont...dont believe me, well then research it yourself...information is out there if you look
Feel free to email me your comments, good or bad
Posted by Angstman at March 27, 2000 03:45 PM | TrackBack