i hate not getting to make my own decisions...i mean after all i am an adult(well at least most of the time) and fully capable of deciding for myself what is and is not good for me...yet it seems like every time i turn around some one is deciding something for my own good...what i want to know is how do they know what is best for me, and who the fuck appointed them keeper of my best interests....sure wasnt me...thats for damn sure...what are their qualifications here...have they been watching my entire life....now there's a creepy thought...have they been reading my thoughts some how(an even worse thought)...and all this with out a single clue or hint no less...i may not be a genius(well maybe i am..hehehe), but im pretty sure i would have noticed something like that by now
Probably the most frustrating thing for me about not getting to make my own decisions is i trust my ability to make them...and i accept the consequences of my decisions good or bad with no complaint(ok maybe a little bitching), but then who doesnt bitch once in a while(ok ok so i bitch a lot)...anyway, as a rule i make pretty good decisions...i do actually try and think things through and weigh the possible outcomes as i see them...despite that and despite wanting to decide for myself it seems like every time i turn around another decision is taken away
Of course the worst offender hands down is the goverment...they seem dead set on deciding everything for everyone...i find this puzzling at best...after all these are people who cant decide anything in a reasonable amount of time, cant make a decision with out polling to ge6t the answer they think the public wants them to make...finds the most expensive possible way to do anything....and besides...most of them couldnt decide what to eat for lunch without their staff telling them which choice will offend the least voters...people i want making my decisions for sure....just look at the record of good(yeah right) decisions made by our government(no we are not going to get off on that tangent today)...but it isnt just the government doing this...it is my friends, family, coworkers, etc. making decisions for me too...for the most part they are made because they truly care for me, but it doenst really amke it any better a lot of the time, because it seems like the ones that hurt me the worst are the ones made to shield me from something bad or from pain or what ever the fuck...it all ends up the same way though...i end up unhappy or hurt and always angry or feeling cheated because i didnt get to decide for myself...so the next time you decide to take away some one elses decision, STOP, think twice(three times even), weigh it out, be honest in whether it is really going to save them pain...and then dont fucking do it anyway...LET US DECIDE FOR OUR OWN SELVES WHAT IS GOOD FOR US....that's it till next time
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