No More Lurking

This is the first entry from my deviantart journal

finally got up the nerve to quit lurking and submit something...cool...something else to stress over...this last 18 months have really been something else...nothing like a long dip into the deep end of the pool of depression with a few random bouts of disphoric mania to remind you that surviving life is hard work...the only good things to come out of it all so far, are a kick ass girl friend, discovering this site, and finding that screaming in photoshop is much better than screaming internally while memorizing the ceiling over the bed for the umpteenth time...heh...strangely enough i think things are improving (at least i hope im not just fooling myself) somewhat recently, and with a little luck maybe figure out how to talk to my dad, and with a lot get a new system in the next couple of months...think i will try and be productive in some way for a bit...maybe more tomorrow