my grandmother died early this morning...it was not unexpected at all, as she has been getting steadily sicker over the last year...nor was this a bad thing, as she had advanced alzheimers, and has been under full time care for years...there will be a small ceremony tomorrow, which i decided to attend despite the anxiety of being around so much family...with her death, i no longer have any living grandparents, though at my age this is not surprising...she was longest lived of them, well over 90, though the last 5 years or more have been pretty sad...i hope i don't end up getting this disease, as it is one of my greatest fears...if i do, i sincerely hope someone kills me before i get to the point where i have forgotten my own family...sigh...life is definately hard at times
Posted by Angstman at April 3, 2004 10:09 PM | TrackBack