Got some really helpful comments tonite...reworked a piece in two variations and can't wait to get feedback...amazing how much positive effect on my mood creating and feedback both bring...wish i had found this out years ago
thankfully seem to have survived another christmas...stress was really bad there for the last few days...now maybe i can relax and try and create...keep my fingers crossed
back after a short hiatus, due to my anual bronchitus fun...feeling really good after some critique from my sister...i wish, oh i wish i had her artistic talents...posted a new wallpaper after some final tweaking and 24 hours coming up with a title...why is the name so important...seems naming my stuff matters as much as creating for some reason...oh well, cant fight these things...i wish i could spend more time admiring and commenting on the art here...maybe a faster connect would help...i know finishing pending projects will...guilt weighs heavily alas
still kind of amazed that people like my stuff...definately cool, and it definately gives me encouragement to keep at it...now will have to try and keep focused on trying to let those good feelings bleed over into the rest of my life...well back to the grind for now, got some werk to do.
This is the first entry from my deviantart journal
finally got up the nerve to quit lurking and submit something...cool...something else to stress over...this last 18 months have really been something else...nothing like a long dip into the deep end of the pool of depression with a few random bouts of disphoric mania to remind you that surviving life is hard work...the only good things to come out of it all so far, are a kick ass girl friend, discovering this site, and finding that screaming in photoshop is much better than screaming internally while memorizing the ceiling over the bed for the umpteenth time...heh...strangely enough i think things are improving (at least i hope im not just fooling myself) somewhat recently, and with a little luck maybe figure out how to talk to my dad, and with a lot get a new system in the next couple of months...think i will try and be productive in some way for a bit...maybe more tomorrow